Clef's Castle

It's been awhile
I'm not really sure how to sum up the last few months. I guess desperation, despair, anxiety and emancipation may be some words that describe what I have felt.
I've overcome an eating disorder, I've been used, I've been promoted. A lot has happened and yet it seems like I'm back in July again before my life became tangled within the confines of string theory. Employment thrives at EB games, and I am the latest new 3IC addition to the company. Yes!
I turned 19. It is not much different to 18, except there is less stupidity in my actions now. Slightly.
I met someone and left them almost straight away. Is it possible to see a whole life with someone within a couple of months as perfect? If so, I devoured a lonely life, and salvaged a taken one. He was just too damn jealous to be a part of my enigmatic lifestyle. I figure that If someone loves you enough to be jealous of everybody who occupies Earth beside you, they do not really love you but only love the idea of you. As an embodiment of an idea I believe I am somewhat between that of a masterpiece and a creative disbarment.
I've also made amiss a friendship that faded as quickly as it began. This is not such a bad thing as I've also found something else. Something new and better. Lets hope I don't fool myself again.